by Jada D. Brown Mark
A recent pilgrimage to Belize with the diocese’s Vicariate of Black Catholic Concerns’ Youth Leadership Ambassador Program revealed sides of me I never knew existed. These new qualities will not only help me grow closer to my community, but also deepen my relationship with Christ.
During the week-long pilgrimage, from June 28 to July 5, every individual in the program had their own unique attributes.
Without our different personalities and passions, the experience of caring for a village would not have been as meaningful or heartfelt. There are many experiences from the week in Belize that are worth highlighting.
One was that I helped children at the San Antonio United Pentecostal School. My initial reaction was that I needed to help this community because of all the trials and tribulations they had gone through, as detailed by their principal. While listening to him speak, I felt as though God had planted me here at the right time to help bring their projects and ideas to life.
While working at the school, I was reminded of the quote, “God doesn’t call the equipped, he equips the called.” I slowly realized that even if I didn’t feel fully prepared for the week, God had already prepared me for this moment. He placed me in this community to help bring hope, healing, and support when they needed it most.
Another highlight was the hands-on experience with the kids. I helped them with arts and crafts.
Originally, when I brought out a box of bracelet tools, I thought maybe one or two kids would be interested in doing it and then go play games. However, within an hour, the number of kids interested in the activity had grown from one or two to about 20. I bonded with them on a deeper level, and I realized how significant an impact I had on them. Not only did I give them something physical, but I also gave them the love and attention most of them were looking for.
This trip to Belize was more than just a missionary trip — it was also a reminder of my purpose and my calling. I came wishing to help others, but it was I who ended up being transformed. I now understand that serving others isn’t always about having resources, but instead is about showing up with love, faith, and a willingness to be used by God.
I left the experience changed and forever grateful for what I gave and even more grateful for what I received.
Jada D. Brown Mark, from Jamaica, Queens, is a parishioner of St. Benedict the Moor Church and an alumnus of the diocese’s Vicariate of Black Catholic Concerns’ Youth Leadership Ambassador Program.